I used to get very excited about the first month of the school. I know, school…, but I was that kid. Buying brand new stationary, which I still am obsessed with, new knowledge to learn and addictive smell of new books – it was my happy time of the year. I have a lot ofContinue reading “September in photographs”
Author Archives: Nigri Felis
How to be more eco-friendly? Simple things you can start right away.
Do you like wandering around and feeling the closeness of nature? Can you pause for a second to take a moment and see the beautiful green world around you? Do you care for animals and their environment? Me too! I love experiencing nature as it is. I’m always searching for new places to go, toContinue reading “How to be more eco-friendly? Simple things you can start right away.”
Little dreams and big plans.
I remember being told I can be anyone I want. I can achieve everything and my dreams will come true eventually. If you believe in something strongly then it will come true. What a bullshit! I wasn’t told that culture, stereotypes and many different pressures from outside world would just punch me in a face.Continue reading “Little dreams and big plans.”
Is there something worth fighting for? Is there something worth dying for? Is there anything at all? I hate the stars they remind me of my dreams. I hate the feeling I just cannot kill. I hate the chains I’m in. I hate the lie I keep telling myself. Was it worth when I started?Continue reading “My world”
My mental health story.
Hello, it’s been a while since I last posted anything. I’m happy I’m here again, ready to write, create and share. Today, I want to tell you a little about something that became a huge part of my life. The reason why I’m so not present lately – my mental health. I became a prisonerContinue reading “My mental health story.”
The goodbye like in the movies.
We were walking in silence through the night and I never felt more empty. He didn’t want to talk and I had chaos in my head. I was walked to the front door of my house and left alone with words that didn’t mean anything. So I stood there looking at him walking away andContinue reading “The goodbye like in the movies.”
The short description of what present times feels like
Silence! That’s what I’ve been told when I’ve tried to speak up. You’re a fool! That’s what I’ve heard when giving them solid arguments. We know better! And I’ve seen them burning everything down to dust. My world has fallen and now it’s ruled by those who have nothing but greed within them. The unbornContinue reading “The short description of what present times feels like”
What I’ve learnt from my parents?
There’s been a Mother’s Day on 26th May and soon there is a Father’s Day on 23rd June in Poland. I’ve thought it’s a perfect time to reflect on things my parents taught me. It’s nice to sit down and write everything that I’m thankful for. What’s more, I believe it’ll make me more happyContinue reading “What I’ve learnt from my parents?”
All my dreams
All my dreams I’ve ever dreamt are coming true to people around me. They avoid me as if I am the deadly virus. But you’ve been made in my head so why are you running away?Why do you make me suffer?Why are you killing me?What have I done? They are silent. Making other people happy.Keeping meContinue reading “All my dreams”
If only they paid me for dreaming
If only they paid me for dreamingI would be by now billionaireI’ve always wished that one dayI could live the life from my head And maybe this feeling of anxiousWould finally be out of my mindMaybe I would find the reasonWhy I should be still alive